You know you always here about people who are in a toxic relationship usually it is a romantic relationship but it doesn't have to be. It can be acquaintances, relatives and even friends. Now the toxicness can vary. Toxic people for someone are those who use you and you let them even though you don't like it, they make everything about them and even when they are to blame they look really hard for away for it to be your fault so they can play the part of the injured party instead of you, and those who joke with you in ways they know that will upset you then hide behind the excuse "I'm just kidding around" or some variation there of.
Sometimes you have little choice but to put up with it but when you can get away some how try to keep it away or keep the level of toxicness to a minimum.
Monday, November 28, 2011
Sunday, November 27, 2011
What do you want for Chistmas this year?
With the shopping started for Christmas I figured it be a great time to ask the question.
What do you want for Chistmas this year?
here is my list in no particular order
1. a significant other
2. an income
3. Snow
What do you want for Chistmas this year?
here is my list in no particular order
1. a significant other
2. an income
3. Snow
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Saturday, November 12, 2011
I just realized that a friend of mine that reads my blog shares a name of a character in the story but it is just by chance I started writing it before I even meet them. Just thought I would clear that up in case they were wondering. The only character that share a friends name is one of my female friends.
Thursday, November 10, 2011
First part of a Story I am writting **Adult Content**
This is a story I am writing and hope to get published whenever I finish it. Feel free to comment.
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Tom and Ben had decided to have a much needed getaway together before the grand opening of Ben’s restaurant next month. They decided to go to Tom’s family’s cabin in the North Carolina Mountains because it is somewhat remote so they would have some welcomed privacy. The cabin was far from cut off from the world though it had satellite TV, High-speed internet, they had cell phones, a CB radio, and a power generator. Tom’s parents had just come left from the cabin the day before and his mother made sure that the pantry and fridge were stocked up to make sure that he and Ben would have enough food to eat for a few days so that they wouldn’t need to go into town until they had got settled in at the cabin.
“Tom how much longer until we get to the cabin?” asked Ben. Tom looked over at Ben and couldn’t help but smile and think about how every trip there is always that unavoidable question of are we there yet that gets asked at least once on a trip but unfortunately it is usually asked more than once. “We should get to the cabin about 6 o’clock this evening by the time we stop for lunch and such. Lucky for us mom made sure the cabin was ready for us before she and Dad left from the cabin so we won’t need to do anything to get the place ready so we can just collapse in our bed.” Ben sat on the passenger seat of Tom’s Classic 1968 Chevy Camaro RS/ SS convertible and glared at Tom for a moment or two “Is that all you want to do in our bed is collapse? Well I never.” Tom looked at Ben wondering what was wrong but before he could say anything Ben couldn’t take it anymore and Tom noticed a twinkle in Ben’s eye and Ben cracked an ear to ear grin. Chuckling Tom pulled over and looked into Ben’s beautiful eyes “Babe I love you but collapsing is all I will probably be up for by the time we get there but I am sure you will be able to get me going in no time.” Ben looked at Tom and rubbed Tom’s crotch feeling Tom’s chubby “Looks like it won’t take long at all.” Tom’s cock started getting hard and Tom pulled Ben’s hand away “Hey now you keep that up we will never get there because I will have to be all up that cute butt of yours.” Ben smiled “climbing in to that back seat so you can pound my ass sounds good to me.” Tom leaned in and gently kissed Ben “I know me too but I want to be able to take it nice and slow enjoying every inch of you and not some quickie in the backseat of the car because we don’t want to get caught by the highway patrol like on the last trip we took.” Tom put the car in gear and started back down the road before Ben could respond. Ben leaned back in his seat an unbuttoned his shirt letting the sun shine on his well toned torso then sprayed on some sun block making it glisten in the sunshine and said “think I will close my eyes for a bit wake me when we are close to where we are stopping for lunch” Ben knew it would drive Tom crazy to see him laid back chest bare and the shine from the sun block and have to keep his hands on the wheel and eyes on the road.
After about an hour Tom was getting hungry and Ben was pretending to snore and Tom kept thinking how hot Ben looked when he was asleep even when he was faking it. Tom pulled off at the next food exit and parked the car out of anyone’s direct line of sight. Then he turned the car off trying not to disturb Ben.
Tom removed his and Ben's seat belts and gently groped Ben feeling Ben's cock start to grow. He undid Ben's belt, unbuttoned, unzipped his pants and pulled them to his knees. Tom felt Ben's hardening erection and pulled Ben's briefs down revealing Ben's hard cock and balls. Tom's cock was begging to be free and deep in Ben's ass. Tom slowly got out and came around and opened the passenger door and scooped the fake snoring Ben in his arms. He put Ben in the back seat laying Ben over the back of the seat. Tom grabbed the lube and a condom from the clove box then pulls his pants down and lubes his cock up and slowly penetrates Ben's tight ass. Just as he entered Ben looked up at him “I knew you couldn't resist me when I am asleep" Tom looked Ben dead in the eye "oh yea!" Then Tom plunged his cock all the way in till he was in to the hilt. Ben just turned "come on fuck my ass then so we can go eat some lunch” they both busted out laughing. Tom started pounding Ben good then pulled him up towards him and gave Ben a deep kiss as he made love to the man he loved and who loved him in return. The sound of a police siren ringing out caused them both to jump and started looking around, pulling their pants up and trying to see where the cop was at if they were the reason for the siren. After getting dressed and back in the front seat they still couldn’t see a cop car anywhere and then they heard the siren again. Then Ben realized the sound was coming from his cell phone causing Ben to die laughing because he forgot he changed the text message notifier to a siren as a joke to get Tom. “Ben what so dam funny we are going to get arrested” “Tom it is not the cops it is my cell I was getting a text from your mom seeing how the ride to the cabin was going” They both started laughing hard then they kissed and buckled up. Tom pulled the car out and headed to the restaurant near by it was one of those mom and pop type places where they had to play Tom and Ben just good friends instead of Tom and Ben two guys in love.
They walked in to the door and stood by the wait to be seated sign so they could be seated and get something to eat. They were both starving they hadn’t had anything to eat all day and then they really worked up an appetite in the backseat of the car. A middle aged woman approached them “Table for two boys?” Ben smiled at the hostess and asked “Could we have a booth please” she paused for a moment “sure thing hun” Ben hated when people he didn’t know called him hun but he didn’t want to cause a scene so far from their turf. Tom placed a hand on Ben’s shoulder to let him know it be ok that they would eat and be out the door and back on the road before long. The hostess led them to an empty booth near the back and handed them some menus. “Your server will be right with you to get your order” Tom looked up from the menu “thank you ma’am “ then went back to his menu “ so babe what are you going to get?” Ben looked at the menu “The ribs look good and you want to share some onion rings?” “Sure thing I think I will have the ribs to” Tom looked around “now where is our server.”
A thin young man came over to the table “Hi my name is Steven and I will be your waiter today now what would you two like to drink?” Tom replied “A tea for me and a tea with lemon for my friend.” The waiter wrote the drinks down “do you guys know what you want to order?” Ben said “yes we will both have an order of ribs and share an order of onion rings please” The waiter finished writing down the order “ok guys I will be right back with your drinks” As the waiter walked away and was out of ear shot Tom looked at Ben “Is my radar off or does he seem a little gay to you? “ Ben laughed and grabbed Tom’s hand “your gaydar seems to be working just fine because I think he may be gay too.” Just as the waiter returned Ben pulled his hand back quick hoping the waiter didn’t see it. “Ok guys here are your drinks and onion rings your ribs will be ready in a few minutes.” Then the waiter walked off Tom looked at Ben “Do you think he saw us? You think he knows we are more than just friends. I was really looking forward to a relaxing meal without the stares like we are something to gawk at or like they wish we hurry and leave.” Ben paused for a moment and looked into Tom’s eyes “I don’t think so besides I wouldn’t worry so much and as far as I am concerned we are the only two people here” Tom smiled “Aww babe that is so sweet I so want to kiss you now” Tom and Ben looked to see if anyone was watching then they leaned across the table and kissed. They quickly sat down as they spied the waiter coming with the food. The waiter set the food down on the table “You know guys I know your gay. You don’t have to try and hide it from me. Just between us so am I.” Ben looked at Tom then the waiter “How did you know? What gave us away was it when I held his hand, when you saw us kiss, or what?” The waiter got this grin on his face “well I actually knew before you two even walked in here.” Tom and Ben looked at each other puzzled then Tom looked at the waiter “How did you know before we even walked in?” The waiter laughed a bit “Well I was out back having a smoke break when I heard this noise and I investigated then I saw the two of you going at it like rabbits” Ben noticed as the waiter talked about seeing him and Tom that the waiter’s apron started to move a little like he was getting a hard on and then Ben quickly look back up as the waiter as he continued to talk “it was one of the coolest things that has ever happened to me while visiting my grandparents and helping them out here by waiting on tables and the money isn’t too bad. I am saving to go skiing at the Tall Pines Lodge in Cattle Valley, Wyoming.” Ben grabbed Tom’s hand “We had been planning to go there actually but with time restraints we decided to go to Tom’s family’s cabin instead.” The waiter look over his shoulder “That is cool. Well I better get back to work let me know if you two need anything.” Then he walked off leaving Ben and Tom to their meal. Tom looked at Ben “What the hell where you looking at?” Ben smiled and couldn’t help giggling “he was getting excited just as he started talking about seeing us it was kind of hard to ignore.” Tom laughed “well you would notice that it is like you have radar for it or something.” The waiter came over to check on them a few times and even Tom noticed the waiter still had a bulge. They flagged the waiter down to get the check. The waiter handed it to them “You pay for it up front at the register” Ben took the ticket and look at the waiter and glanced down “you might want to take a break and deal with that.” The waiter went bright red and tried to cover it. “Yea I think I will do that thanks.” Tom and Ben got in the car and as they were about to get back on the highway Tom leaned in and gave Ben a nice long kiss then pulled out onto the road.
After they had been travelling for a couple of hours Ben looked up from his book Good-Time Boys” by Carol Lynne that is 4 books in one and asked Tom “hey what do you think about that waiter Steven seeing us going at it before lunch?” Tom glance over at Ben “to be honest thinking about it gives me the creeps.” Ben looked at Tom “really? I think it is kind of hot and you know he probably was beating off thinking of us after we left.” Tom just grunted “yea he probably did.” Ben stared at Tom “Ok what bug crawled up your ass and made its home? Come on what is up?” Tom was quiet for a moment “well I just don’t like the thought of another guy seeing you naked is all." Ben shook his head "it is no big deal really besides he saw both of us not just me so I don't get it. Why does it bug you so much? You didn't get this worked up when Caz accidentally walk in on me after I had just got out of the shower and was just starting to get dressed." Tom look at Ben "that is because she screamed, you screamed, I about had a coronary and she quickly left the room face redder then this car is plus she didn't stare and get off on it." Ben leaned over and gave Tom a kiss “I understand babe I love you" Tom smiled "I love you too. We should be at the cabin in a couple hours. Mom said she left some TV dinners in the freezer so we wouldn’t have to stop for dinner or have to try and cook an entire meal after a long day of driving.” Ben looked at Tom “sounds like a plan to me” then went back to reading his book.
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Cattle Valley is a place that appears in a series of books by Carol Lynne and is of her creation.
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Tom and Ben had decided to have a much needed getaway together before the grand opening of Ben’s restaurant next month. They decided to go to Tom’s family’s cabin in the North Carolina Mountains because it is somewhat remote so they would have some welcomed privacy. The cabin was far from cut off from the world though it had satellite TV, High-speed internet, they had cell phones, a CB radio, and a power generator. Tom’s parents had just come left from the cabin the day before and his mother made sure that the pantry and fridge were stocked up to make sure that he and Ben would have enough food to eat for a few days so that they wouldn’t need to go into town until they had got settled in at the cabin.
“Tom how much longer until we get to the cabin?” asked Ben. Tom looked over at Ben and couldn’t help but smile and think about how every trip there is always that unavoidable question of are we there yet that gets asked at least once on a trip but unfortunately it is usually asked more than once. “We should get to the cabin about 6 o’clock this evening by the time we stop for lunch and such. Lucky for us mom made sure the cabin was ready for us before she and Dad left from the cabin so we won’t need to do anything to get the place ready so we can just collapse in our bed.” Ben sat on the passenger seat of Tom’s Classic 1968 Chevy Camaro RS/ SS convertible and glared at Tom for a moment or two “Is that all you want to do in our bed is collapse? Well I never.” Tom looked at Ben wondering what was wrong but before he could say anything Ben couldn’t take it anymore and Tom noticed a twinkle in Ben’s eye and Ben cracked an ear to ear grin. Chuckling Tom pulled over and looked into Ben’s beautiful eyes “Babe I love you but collapsing is all I will probably be up for by the time we get there but I am sure you will be able to get me going in no time.” Ben looked at Tom and rubbed Tom’s crotch feeling Tom’s chubby “Looks like it won’t take long at all.” Tom’s cock started getting hard and Tom pulled Ben’s hand away “Hey now you keep that up we will never get there because I will have to be all up that cute butt of yours.” Ben smiled “climbing in to that back seat so you can pound my ass sounds good to me.” Tom leaned in and gently kissed Ben “I know me too but I want to be able to take it nice and slow enjoying every inch of you and not some quickie in the backseat of the car because we don’t want to get caught by the highway patrol like on the last trip we took.” Tom put the car in gear and started back down the road before Ben could respond. Ben leaned back in his seat an unbuttoned his shirt letting the sun shine on his well toned torso then sprayed on some sun block making it glisten in the sunshine and said “think I will close my eyes for a bit wake me when we are close to where we are stopping for lunch” Ben knew it would drive Tom crazy to see him laid back chest bare and the shine from the sun block and have to keep his hands on the wheel and eyes on the road.
After about an hour Tom was getting hungry and Ben was pretending to snore and Tom kept thinking how hot Ben looked when he was asleep even when he was faking it. Tom pulled off at the next food exit and parked the car out of anyone’s direct line of sight. Then he turned the car off trying not to disturb Ben.
Tom removed his and Ben's seat belts and gently groped Ben feeling Ben's cock start to grow. He undid Ben's belt, unbuttoned, unzipped his pants and pulled them to his knees. Tom felt Ben's hardening erection and pulled Ben's briefs down revealing Ben's hard cock and balls. Tom's cock was begging to be free and deep in Ben's ass. Tom slowly got out and came around and opened the passenger door and scooped the fake snoring Ben in his arms. He put Ben in the back seat laying Ben over the back of the seat. Tom grabbed the lube and a condom from the clove box then pulls his pants down and lubes his cock up and slowly penetrates Ben's tight ass. Just as he entered Ben looked up at him “I knew you couldn't resist me when I am asleep" Tom looked Ben dead in the eye "oh yea!" Then Tom plunged his cock all the way in till he was in to the hilt. Ben just turned "come on fuck my ass then so we can go eat some lunch” they both busted out laughing. Tom started pounding Ben good then pulled him up towards him and gave Ben a deep kiss as he made love to the man he loved and who loved him in return. The sound of a police siren ringing out caused them both to jump and started looking around, pulling their pants up and trying to see where the cop was at if they were the reason for the siren. After getting dressed and back in the front seat they still couldn’t see a cop car anywhere and then they heard the siren again. Then Ben realized the sound was coming from his cell phone causing Ben to die laughing because he forgot he changed the text message notifier to a siren as a joke to get Tom. “Ben what so dam funny we are going to get arrested” “Tom it is not the cops it is my cell I was getting a text from your mom seeing how the ride to the cabin was going” They both started laughing hard then they kissed and buckled up. Tom pulled the car out and headed to the restaurant near by it was one of those mom and pop type places where they had to play Tom and Ben just good friends instead of Tom and Ben two guys in love.
They walked in to the door and stood by the wait to be seated sign so they could be seated and get something to eat. They were both starving they hadn’t had anything to eat all day and then they really worked up an appetite in the backseat of the car. A middle aged woman approached them “Table for two boys?” Ben smiled at the hostess and asked “Could we have a booth please” she paused for a moment “sure thing hun” Ben hated when people he didn’t know called him hun but he didn’t want to cause a scene so far from their turf. Tom placed a hand on Ben’s shoulder to let him know it be ok that they would eat and be out the door and back on the road before long. The hostess led them to an empty booth near the back and handed them some menus. “Your server will be right with you to get your order” Tom looked up from the menu “thank you ma’am “ then went back to his menu “ so babe what are you going to get?” Ben looked at the menu “The ribs look good and you want to share some onion rings?” “Sure thing I think I will have the ribs to” Tom looked around “now where is our server.”
A thin young man came over to the table “Hi my name is Steven and I will be your waiter today now what would you two like to drink?” Tom replied “A tea for me and a tea with lemon for my friend.” The waiter wrote the drinks down “do you guys know what you want to order?” Ben said “yes we will both have an order of ribs and share an order of onion rings please” The waiter finished writing down the order “ok guys I will be right back with your drinks” As the waiter walked away and was out of ear shot Tom looked at Ben “Is my radar off or does he seem a little gay to you? “ Ben laughed and grabbed Tom’s hand “your gaydar seems to be working just fine because I think he may be gay too.” Just as the waiter returned Ben pulled his hand back quick hoping the waiter didn’t see it. “Ok guys here are your drinks and onion rings your ribs will be ready in a few minutes.” Then the waiter walked off Tom looked at Ben “Do you think he saw us? You think he knows we are more than just friends. I was really looking forward to a relaxing meal without the stares like we are something to gawk at or like they wish we hurry and leave.” Ben paused for a moment and looked into Tom’s eyes “I don’t think so besides I wouldn’t worry so much and as far as I am concerned we are the only two people here” Tom smiled “Aww babe that is so sweet I so want to kiss you now” Tom and Ben looked to see if anyone was watching then they leaned across the table and kissed. They quickly sat down as they spied the waiter coming with the food. The waiter set the food down on the table “You know guys I know your gay. You don’t have to try and hide it from me. Just between us so am I.” Ben looked at Tom then the waiter “How did you know? What gave us away was it when I held his hand, when you saw us kiss, or what?” The waiter got this grin on his face “well I actually knew before you two even walked in here.” Tom and Ben looked at each other puzzled then Tom looked at the waiter “How did you know before we even walked in?” The waiter laughed a bit “Well I was out back having a smoke break when I heard this noise and I investigated then I saw the two of you going at it like rabbits” Ben noticed as the waiter talked about seeing him and Tom that the waiter’s apron started to move a little like he was getting a hard on and then Ben quickly look back up as the waiter as he continued to talk “it was one of the coolest things that has ever happened to me while visiting my grandparents and helping them out here by waiting on tables and the money isn’t too bad. I am saving to go skiing at the Tall Pines Lodge in Cattle Valley, Wyoming.” Ben grabbed Tom’s hand “We had been planning to go there actually but with time restraints we decided to go to Tom’s family’s cabin instead.” The waiter look over his shoulder “That is cool. Well I better get back to work let me know if you two need anything.” Then he walked off leaving Ben and Tom to their meal. Tom looked at Ben “What the hell where you looking at?” Ben smiled and couldn’t help giggling “he was getting excited just as he started talking about seeing us it was kind of hard to ignore.” Tom laughed “well you would notice that it is like you have radar for it or something.” The waiter came over to check on them a few times and even Tom noticed the waiter still had a bulge. They flagged the waiter down to get the check. The waiter handed it to them “You pay for it up front at the register” Ben took the ticket and look at the waiter and glanced down “you might want to take a break and deal with that.” The waiter went bright red and tried to cover it. “Yea I think I will do that thanks.” Tom and Ben got in the car and as they were about to get back on the highway Tom leaned in and gave Ben a nice long kiss then pulled out onto the road.
After they had been travelling for a couple of hours Ben looked up from his book Good-Time Boys” by Carol Lynne that is 4 books in one and asked Tom “hey what do you think about that waiter Steven seeing us going at it before lunch?” Tom glance over at Ben “to be honest thinking about it gives me the creeps.” Ben looked at Tom “really? I think it is kind of hot and you know he probably was beating off thinking of us after we left.” Tom just grunted “yea he probably did.” Ben stared at Tom “Ok what bug crawled up your ass and made its home? Come on what is up?” Tom was quiet for a moment “well I just don’t like the thought of another guy seeing you naked is all." Ben shook his head "it is no big deal really besides he saw both of us not just me so I don't get it. Why does it bug you so much? You didn't get this worked up when Caz accidentally walk in on me after I had just got out of the shower and was just starting to get dressed." Tom look at Ben "that is because she screamed, you screamed, I about had a coronary and she quickly left the room face redder then this car is plus she didn't stare and get off on it." Ben leaned over and gave Tom a kiss “I understand babe I love you" Tom smiled "I love you too. We should be at the cabin in a couple hours. Mom said she left some TV dinners in the freezer so we wouldn’t have to stop for dinner or have to try and cook an entire meal after a long day of driving.” Ben looked at Tom “sounds like a plan to me” then went back to reading his book.
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Note:
Cattle Valley is a place that appears in a series of books by Carol Lynne and is of her creation.
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Just voted for the VGAs
I just voted for Mass Effect 3. The mass effect series of Games are my favorite I love the story and how it gives you choices of what to say and the more times you play through the game the stronger your character gets and more dialog choices in some situations .
Monday, November 7, 2011
Today is going to be a sad day. Today would have been my dog Casey's birthday. I still miss him very much. Little things that I had to do like this time of year I would be buying bails of wheat straw to put in his dog house to help him keep warm an treating to a big can of dog food to go along with his dog food.
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