Happy Halloween

I need Comedy

I have come to realize how important Laughter is. Anytime I am feeling down if something can make me laugh enough I start to feel better. I guess if I ever meet a guy and fall in love he will need to be able to make me laugh by himself or know the right movie, TV show, or something that will cause me to laugh.

I totally agree with the message in this video I feel the same way. I value all my friends and care about them. I think that is why when me and a friend argue or disagree about something I or they have said or done it affects me greatly. If I unintentionally say or do something that ends up hurting a friend I hurt as well because even though when I said or did whatever upset them that was never my intention and did not think it could be taken in a negative way.

Things that puzzlle me lately

People lately confuse me how they choose to react to things that seem like the opposite of how I would they find out something they said or did upset someone and instead of contacting them to straighten it out they decide not to talk at all as if they are the wronged party because of How they found it out.

The whole thing how People say the found God or found Jesus I didn't realize they were lost.


people around me that as long as they get there way think you are the greatest but if you say no or feel differently they treat you like you are the worst person in the world.

Why do people want to own Lions, Tigers, and Bear that have no business owning them and the law where they live allows it.

What is it with these people who say that sleeping in a chili room helps them go to sleep. That is nuts for me if I wake up and I am cold I try to find a way to be warm so I can go back to sleep.

You know I am getting to the point where I just don't like to argue especially with friends to the point where I rather not talk to them at all if there is a chance that it will just be an argument.

Thank you all for listening. It may seem stupid but posting in my blog is like talking to a good friend and when I am troubled or upset blogging about it helps me get it all out and deal with it plus it has the added bonus that any of my friends that happen to read it will know what is going on with me.

Exotic Animals in Ohio killed

Ohio under pressure to pass wildlife law

In Ohio a guy let his exotic animals loose before killing himself and local law enforcement instead of making a call to get help they just shot and killed innocent animals who through no fault of there own where let out of their inclosures. Every time images of those poor animals dead it makes me so sad and cry. The Law failed these poor creatures it let someone who had no business owning them have them and when they where let out of there enclosures the law failed them again. In my opinion the law allowing the guy to own these animal and the killing these animals the worst form of animal cruelty. How could the organizations that are suppose to protect these animals let this get as far as it did.

Lady Gaga Concert

Why is it that it seems like some people like to look for something to use so they can argue. (to clarify the reason for this post does not involve anyone who has ever read this blog) A forum I go on someone basically quoted a post I made in the thread and a questionable (does not appear anywhere else in the thread) quote from another poster made in response to make it seem like they thought I was saying something that I was clearly not

Re-watch Decade of Difference Concert

Did you miss the Decade of Difference Concert last night or want to watch it again?
Click here to watch the concert in its entirety or if you want to look at parts of it check out the video selections click here

Lady GaGa just finished seeing her preform Live like that was AMAZING! I loved ever second of it

Concert with Lady GaGa live on yahoo

I am looking forward to the concert were Lady GaGa will preform along with Usher, Kenny Chesney, The Edge and Bono, K'naan, Juanes Decade of Difference Concert 10pm EST

This song been on my mind today thinking about when we see ourselves in a mirror put in front of us by ourselves or others that if we don't like what we see then we need to make a change.



Then after listening to the song I think if we are to make the world a better place we need to start with ourselves and work our way outward.

You ever become afraid to say anything because everything you say or do is wrong and you don't want lose anyone? See that is my biggest fear is people leaving and I end up truly alone so when ... Better stop now
Before I say to much I will say this writing things here helps me and let's friends know what I am thinking about or what is going on in my head (scary I know) and maybe even understand me a little. Anywho thanks for listening I'm going to attempt sleep know been difficult was only able to last night cause mom had a half an ambian so took that plus over the counter cause damit all I needed sleep so tonight just got the over the counter hope sleep happens tonight

"Scare Tactics" makes me laugh

Is it strange to laugh at scare tactics even after it goes off? I don't know why it makes me smile and giggle a little. At least it does tonight.

who inventewd the little things

I have been wondering who invented the little things that make up today's technology. For Example:
Who invented the wire? How they decide the material to use? When they decide warping the wire to solve the issues bare wires cause?
With the phone who came up with system of the dial and buttons to dial numbers instead of having to go through an operator.

I probably could keep going it just makes you think who invented the things that inventors use to event the thing we use today.

My mother just asked me to change one of my pillows for a long pillow so she could take one for my great aunt to use to help keep her bad leg immobilized I offered the bottom pillow but she didn't like it and took the top pillow that I like and rest my head on every night and it has left me feeling depressed. I know it is just a pillow but it seems so typical for me that what I am willing to give is not good enough and they take what I really did not want to give away and I was powerless to prevent it.

this is one of my favorite songs

I still miss my dog Casey I think about him almost every day. They had a blessing of the animals service Sunday afternoon I thought about going but it just a reminder he is not here.

Church update as requested

Things are going really well I think the people are really nice there and I think it is a good place for me. I just have a good feeling about it.

I love forests or woods. I like looking into them they just seem magical for some reason. It is like you expect to seem some animal or creature to appear just going about its day.

The Bible, Christianity, & Homosexuality

I feel like the information in this study is important whether you gay, straight, christian or bible believer because at the very least you will know when The Haters are spewing their venom you will know they have no clue what they are talking about and they wont be able to use the Bible to hurt you.

The Bible, Christianity, & Homosexuality
By the Rev. Justin R. Cannon

There are many commendable books on the Bible and homosexuality which
span anywhere from a hundred to several hundred pages in length. For the curious, such books can sometimes be inaccessible or more than they
really want to read. The Bible, Christianity, & Homosexuality is a concise yet profound analysis of the Bible verses often misused to
condemn gay and lesbian Christians. This study was written to be
accessible to all, indeed, something family members and friends of gay
and lesbian Christians might actually take the time to read. The
Los Angeles Times describes this work as "...an illuminating...analysis
that argues the Bible doesn't condemn faithful gay relationships."
(McGough, 7/18/05). 

The study can be found at
http://www.truthsetsfree.net/
http://inclusiveorthodoxy.yolasite.com/homosexuality.php

If you have netflix you can see a unrelated to the above study but with similar information
"Fish Out of Water"(2009)

Spurred by director Ky Dickens's own coming-out story, this playfully animated documentary confronts the slippery topic of homosexuality head on, homing in on Bible verses oft-cited as condemnatory and opening them to fresh interpretation. A cartoon narrator guides a broad-minded exploration of the thorny issue as a range of individuals in red states and blue, from theologians to barbershop denizens, weigh in with their experiences and beliefs.
http://www.netflix.com/Movie/Fish-Out-of-Water/70131775

I know make-up on guys can be frowned upon in so circles. Now by make-up on guys I mean like foundation to help even out skin-tone, concealer and stuff around the eyes to make the eyes look brighter more rested. For the issue is having a safe way to find out what the correct shade that will match my skin-tone.