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Sunday, April 29, 2012

Dog breed selector results

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Labrador Retriever 99% match
The Labrador is a moderate dog, not extreme in any way. It is square or slightly longer than tall, of fairly large bone and substance. Its broad head and strong jaws should enable it to carry the largest game birds, such as Canada geese. Its heavy body set and strong legs enable it to swim and run powerfully. Its coat, which is short, straight and dense with a soft undercoat, is weatherproof and helps to protect it from icy waters. The Lab is a working retriever and should possess style without over refinement and substance without clumsiness. Learn more!


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Sunday, April 15, 2012

Feeling Invisible

I been feeling invisible all day today.  It is like I am briefly visible then become completely invisible for the rest of the time.  Sometimes I feel like if I was gone nobody would even notice or even if they did it be very brief then go on like I was never there.   Sorry I am in just one of those moods tonight.

Friday, April 6, 2012

Laptop problems

Wednesday I started having issues with my laptop not finding my hard drive. After talking with a friend who knows alot about computers said most likely the hard drive is shot and a new one cost anywhere around $60 or more with the 60 being from eBay so that price will vanish quickly. Unfortunately for me I don't have that kind of money and no money coming in anytime soon. I'm glad I have this 2nd generation iPod touch so I have some access to the Internet.

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Strange headspace

I am here in bed contemplating which can be dangerous. You think I am joking but I am serious I can be harsh on myself at times. I have really been in the weird headspace lately were I don't feel like reaching out to others even though it do me a world of good. Tonight as I lay here in bed I think how it seems like I am everyones last resort person. You know the person people go to when no one else is available and if someone else became available they drop you quicker than a speeding bullet replace you with a more preferred choice. I seem to be everyone's last resort no matter it be friends or even family. I become their favorite person until whoever they are on the outs with comes back around then I get balled up and thrown into the trash can until the cycle repeats.

Monday, April 2, 2012

Writting

I been working on a story that is in the gay erotic Romance genre.  I am starting a new chapter but I am finding it difficult. This chapter will have some strong emotions maybe some scary things in it so I am slow to start it. 

Sunday, March 25, 2012

Issues with Mass Effect 3 endings

I am a big fan of Mass Effect games because it is choice driven.  That being said I was shocked that Mass Effect 3's end that no mater what choice you made the outcome was basically the same.  That no matter the choice Shepard dies.  Also the Cinematic after the fake choice there was no closure with the characters you become attached to and there is no clear choice that has only the Reapers destroyed and the Mass Relays are still fully functional.  There needs to be a way where Shepard survives and has only the Reapers destroyed and the Mass Relays are still fully functional. Then a Cinematic with friends reuniting and if Shepard had a love interest a scene or to with them reuniting and celebrating.

The apparent destruction of the Citadel  is a potential problem in the Story.  The Citadel is part of the catalyst and in Scientific terms catalyst is something that causes activity between two or more forces without itself being affected.

Bioware to change ‘Mass Effect 3′ ending 


Thursday, March 15, 2012

My Thoughts on God

Wednesdays at church, we have been talking about the reason for God.  With questions like why God allows suffering in the world and allow evil.  I look at it all like this.  Science and Religion have battled many times throughout recorded history mostly because religious figures feel there authority threatened by the knowledge science brings.  I think science reveals God's awesomeness.  Every branch of science that I can think of shows us His work and how thing did not come together by accident or by chance.
When it comes to creation vs. evolution, I do not think they clash at all.  Every evolution theories about how it all started need the existence of God to work.  For an example the Big Bang theory (not the TV show) the Universe was once in an extremely hot and dense state that expanded rapidly.  Let us assume this is true where the hot dense universe came from.  I believe this is how it all started that God started the big bang setting His plan into motion.  Genius says the world was created in just 6 days with God resting on the seventh.  How long is a day for God?  24 of our hours or billions of our years?  Is the story in Genius just to help us to be able to even grasp what God did to bring the universe or just planet Earth into being?

With all that said it brings me to why there is evil and suffering.  God gave us free will.  God did not create "evil" it is the decisions of us the created.  Suffering can be due to people’s choices or the choices of others that affect others.

Now why does God allow it if his loves use and is all-powerful?  Well, God put a system in place that depend on one thing God is never wrong, God's word is a law, and there is no a loopholes.  It is like in the movie Dogma even though it is meant to be funny and not to be taken seriously I think it sparked a thought.  They makers of the movie hit on a truth maybe by accident.  In the movie, two angels that God decreed for their punishment had to live on earth until the end of time and then have to sit outside heaven’s gate for eternity.  In this movie, these angels found a loophole created by the Catholic Church at a re-dedication of a century-old church.  With a Papal sanction, anybody who enters the church on the day of the re-dedication ceremony will have all their sins forgiven, and be given a morally clean slate.  Well these two angels make the journey to a church where before entering they clip their wings off becoming human, enter the church, come out clean, and die and go to heaven.  There by negating God's decree and in so doing all creation is winked out of existence.

All that said the reason God would allow suffering is because of rules He set in place at creation at to step in would throw the system out of wack or fall apart in some way.  God did give us a way out by sending His Son to us and allowing Him to suffer and let us kill him because he loved us that much.
God created the universe and set it all up with the desired outcome when it is all said and done.