Had the strangest thing happen last night while I was in bed I hear what sounded like a conversation but I know I am the only person in the house I even got out of bed to be sure. I wonder if anything will happen tonight

You ever have those days when the reality of things hits you across the face sending your mood down the toilet and you feel like there is no end in sight well I am having one of those days today. So while having the house to myself would normally be nice but today sucks cause could really use a hug

ZOMBIES!!!!

I don't know what it is but I really like Zombies. They are just so interesting and fun well when they are not after you wouldn't be fun lol. I was watching some zombie movies last night and my mother's dog started barking which is not that unusual but since I was the only one at home I went to see if he was actually barking at something and I went slowly turning on lights like the light would come on and I would see a Zombie well several cause it is very rare for there to be just one Zombie most likely there are several Zombies. I have even tossed around the idea of writing a Zombie story been doing some research and this is what I come up with so far.


1. Takes only one bite to infect (transform before or after death)
2. Zombies are relentlessly driven to kill and eat
3. Must destroy the brain to kill
4. Newly dead corpses reanimated by radiation, chemicals,
viruses, sorcery or acts of God
5. Very strong
6. Impervious to pain and able to function after sustaining
extreme physical damage
7. Invulnerable to injury, except for decapitation or destruction
of the brain
8. Afraid of fire and bright lights

Some things are up for debate like fast Zombie vs the classic slow Zombie. still looking how intelligent they actually are what do they remember how to do from before the turned into a Zombie

You know I always thought you could find any song **Updated**

You know I always thought you could find any song with video on youtube but I found out tonight you can't I was looking for a song to share from the movie The Big Gay Musical called "Someone to Sing Me A Love Song" cause I like it and what it says is so true for me but try as I might it was nowhere to be found oh well

Updated 3/18/12

Found it

movies that end abruptly or to soon

I just want to kill (figuratively speaking of course) when a movie just ends for example just watched a movie called "Pooltime" through the movie you just know the main guy David and Virgil should so be together. They have several moments but always shrug it off but you know both are just afraid it is one sided. Finally David finally comes around and just when he tells Virgil they need to talk the credits roll. I in my loudest internal voice yelled "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO you bastards AHHHHHHH" why couldn't they have the conversation admit their feelings and kiss at least before they ended the movie...

Went to the first class at the episcopal church starting the learning process. It was mainly a get to know you thing little information and questions we might have. I was such a chicken shit. I didn't have the guts to ask the gay question. It was just the first class of like 8 so there still time for the issue to surface.

I dreamed about Casey last night I was standing on the out side back porch and I saw him walking down the drive way and the people around remarked I thought he had died and I was like he did at least I thought he did then he went away but I called his name and he came back and I gave him a big hug and told him how much I loved him.